Friday, November 25, 2005

The Cast Is Off

Thank God!

Although this brings a whole new round of pain, but these are good pains. And I have a custom brace I have to wear for now. The doctor decided to start rehab on my wrist a week early. On the 18th I went in for him to check out my elbow (which turned out to be bursitis, joy)& some weird burning/warm sensations in my wrist(just healing pains). He took the cast off & had new x-rays taken, had me do some hand & arm movements & said he wanted to start me on rehab. So now I have to go in twice a week for rehab sessions & have various exercises I have to do at home.

I've been back to work since the 8th. On the 7th I had gotten a smaller cast & was able to at least do my job. Interestingly enough when I described what I do at work my doctor said it would be good exercise for my fingers. That & after I mentioned something about video games he said they would be helpful also.

So things are slowly coming back. I can kind of write with my hand again & I can sort of play video games, but my hand & wrist get fatigued after a while. Got a nasty looking 3 1/2 inch scar & it's getting itchy where the hair is growing back in. Can't wait until this whole thing is over.

Friday, November 04, 2005

My Ordeals With a Broken Wrist

I'll start by reviewing briefly as possible how it's effected me from Oct. 14, 2005 - Nov. 3, 2005.

The most obvious, as well as most persistant, is pain. In the past I've had broken toes, broken fingers, a cracked kneecap, & a broken collar bone (also a broken nose & broken ribs, but I was too young to remember them). None of those past broken bones compares to my wrist. Past broken bones the pain centered around the break itself & for the most part was gone in a couple weeks. My wrist, on the other hand, has been a constant source of pain & not just my wrist, the whole arm & fingers. I have been taking my prescribed pain medication, (Percocet the first week, Vicodin the rest of the time) and it sort of manages the pain, to the point it's dull and bearable. Mornings I wake up in a decent amount of pain, I eat breakfast & take a pain pill. I then sit back in my chair, turn on the TV, and for next 1 - 2 hours writhe in pain while I wait for the medication to kick in. The rest of the day I'm for the most part fine, just that dull reminder, but at various random points during the pain flares up. It's hard to describe the various different types also. Sometimes it feels like hot water started flowing in my wrist, sometimes it fells like lines of pain shooting from my fingertips all the way up over my elbow or a fire from my palm back to mid-arm, these types of pain are some of what I go through. If I wiggle my fingers all together there's a little pain, but if I try to move them one at a time the pain increases and I get the shakes in my other fingers. Overall I will say the pain has gotten marginally better. I used to take pain pills 3 times a day, breakfast, lunch, & just before bedtime. I stopped taking the lunch time pill & noticed no real change in my pain management.

Loss of sleep, directly relates to the pain. Much like my morning ritual, I experience about an hour of pain, but I get a bonus, sleeplessness. Finding a position to sleep in is a mission in futility. Any position I find that is semi-comfortable quickly becomes uncomfortable. Mostly because of the way my arm is wrapped in it's cast. The cast runs from the base of my fingers, over my elbow, to halfway up my bicep. This locks my elbow into being half bent & locks my forearm from twisting or turning. All of which puts pressure on my shoulder, which then feels like it's going to pop out of socket. These things, including the pain flare-ups, are keeping me from getting any decent sleep. One night I actually threw a fit...a kicking screaming fit. It surprised the hell out of me, where the hell did this come from? I sometimes get some naps in during the day, but still no good sleep.

Work, I have not been able to work since the accident. I work at NorthWest Cable News as an audio op. The best way to describe my job is I am in charge of all audio & cameras. I bring up faders on microphones, video packages, background music and I position cameras to shots via robotics, etc. It's very demanding job, but also a fun job & I love it. I need both hands to do it, in fact it's been joked that I need to grow a third hand for the job. With most of my arm in a cast, there is no way I can do my job & it's frustrating. I love my job, it's the same & yet different every day, but I can't do it right now.

Which brings me to what I have been doing, sitting at home......doing for the most part nothing. Now prior to the accident, that might have sounded fine for a weekend or a day off, but after a while it starts to be it's own personal hell, especially if your primary arm is locked up in a cast. There had been times I felt like breaking the cast off, just so I could attempt to do things. My roommates have both gotten good laughs at watching me try to butter bread, or open a juice bottle. I can barely write with my left hand, much less sign anything so writing checks is near impossible, thank God for debit & credit cards. I'm an avid video game player & out of the over 300 games I have I can play maybe 10 one handed. The funny part is my doctor encouraged me to play video games to keep my fingers moving. For the most part I really can't do chores around the house, I need help to take out the garbage, I can't empty catboxes, though I can empty the dishwasher. Opening letters, candy bars, popcorn, cereal, all have been exercises in cordination between my left hand & my teeth. Typing on my computer has been an adventure also. What usually took me a couple minutes now takes twice as long. Taking a shower is also an interesting experience since I have to keep the cast dry. Basicly let's just say that part of my left side all I can do is get it wet, I can't bend my left arm enough to get everywhere & my right arm being lock up in the cast means I can't reach that side either.

That's about all I can think of right now.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Ow

So on Oct. 14th I got hit by a car while riding my scooter. I had the scooter exactly one month & had just made my first payment on it the same day. The driver went through a stop sign. His excuse was it was dark, there were a lot of headlights & my white scooter blended in with them. My first thought was, he thought I was headlights & still came though the intersection?

He also stated that I rolled really well. Gee thanks.

Despite how well I rolled I still ended up with a broken right wrist, 3 stitches in my upper lip, bruised ribs, & scrapes on my left knee & both forearms. The wrist required surgery to be put back together, which included putting plates & screws in to hold it all together. I'll be in casts for about 6 weeks. Work has put me on short-term disability leave, which gives me full pay for 2 weeks & then 60% pay there after. Hopefully I'll only be out for 3 weeks max because the doctor said I'll get a smaller different cast after the first two weeks after my surgery (I had to wait one week before surgery for all the swelling to go down.

Finally got to see the damage to my scooter yesterday (I vaguely remember seeing the scooter after the crash, before a nurse driving by got out & took care of me till medics arrived). Talking to the repair shop guy, the amount of damage to repair with estimated parts & labor totaled $1000 more than the cost of the scooter itself.

In the second pic note how the center of the seat is off-center compared to the front main post. I was hit hard enough to bend the frame. Seeing that & the rest of the bike I got lucky with just a broken wrist. (If you click on the pics you get a larger image.)



Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Night Walker Anime Series

So I picked up the "Night Walker Midnight Detective" DVD at EBGames as part of their "buy 1 get 1 free" sale (I also got "Basic" good movie). I had never heard of this series before & it said on the cover "3 Hours of Vampire Action." Well being a bit of a horror & anime fan I decided to check it out. After viewing the first DVD I found the second DVD on eBay for a decent price.

After viewing both I decided to write a review. So here are my thoughts on the Night Walker series. (WARNING SPOILERS AHEAD)

Basic premise of the show is Shiro is a vampire with a human heart. So he hire's himself out as a detective to fight the evil Night Breed in Tokyo. Most of the episodes Shiro is hired by Yayoi who is with a special paranormal branch of the Tokyo Police, the NOS (I don't remember if they ever said what NOS stands for). Yayoi is also Shiro's lover/provider in that she allows Shido to feed off of her blood, but not to the point of turning her into a vampire. Shiro has a coffe runner/secratary/helper named Riho. Riho has a HUGE crush in Shido, which causes all sorts of tension when Yayoi is in the office. Shiro also has an "Urban Fairy" sidekick named Guni....mostly she's there for comic relief. The last main charater is Cain. Cain is also a vampire, he is the one that created Shiro. Shiro does not remember anything of his life prior to becoming a vampire. Only Cain knows that.

I think the episodes are too short. It doesn't really allow enough time to play out everything they seem to be trying to fit into each episode (plot action backstory etc.). In the later episodes they do finally settle into the short format and the writing gets better, but it still lacks depth. Added to the problem of the short format the action is limited.

I have to say that by the end of disc two they have done a lot of charater development between backstory & present day.

While I love the concept of the show, sadly a lot of it was lifted from the Anne Rice novels. The relationship between Cain & Shido is the same homo-erotic vampire relationship Rice created with Lestat & Louis. And also the same can be said for the father-daughter/lovers relationship with Shido & Riho, it mirrors the relationship of Louis & Claudia. Right down to Cain/Lestat practicly forcing Shido/Louis to create Riho/Claudia as a vampire

The final episode was good....up until it became the "it was all a dream moment," (I really hate that plot gimmick). That & it felt wrong storywise (almost like a "jump the shark" moment) with Shido & Riho becoming a couple at the end. Mostly because by that moment she was still young (early teens?). Whereas in the Louis & Claudia relationship while she is sill trapped in the body of a child Claudia is quite old.

While the back of the case on Vol. 1 describes it as "Anime meets Forever Knight with some Angel and City Hunter on the side," I would describe it as more Anime meets Forever Knight meets Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles.

I did like the second disk better in that the stories were better paced & just plain better writting then the first few on disc 1. I loved that they explored Yayoi's background, though the off-handed way explained Guni in the same story seemed tacked on.

While I liked the series, it's missing a main adversary. While they try hard to set Cain up as the main baddie, he seems to have no connection to the Night Breed that Shido & company are constantly fighting. And while great character devlopment happend for most of the good guys (Guni the exception), the bad guys aren't. The Night Breed pretty much serve as "monster of the week." While Cain is always rambling on either about the "Golden Dawn" or how much he want's Shido to return to him. Neither provide much of anything.

Overall it's a hit or miss series with it's best moments coming in the later half. I feel that if the series were to continue they really would need to develop the adversaries more. I'd almost say the 12 episodes are a good pitch for a better series. It's got all the parts for a good show, it's just lacking cohesion.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Meeting Frodo Baggins




OK yes it's Elija Wood, I think the role of Frodo will forever haunt or be linked with him.

He was very cool. Turns out Elijah is a big Jimi Hendrix & Nirvana fan. Because before we did the interview we had an interview with Charles Cross who wrote "Room Full of Mirrors : A Biography of Jimi Hendrix" & after it was over Elijah wanted to meet him & they talked for a good 20 - 30 minutes.

Then we did the interview with him for his new movie "Everything Is Illuminated," what it's like to film the movie in Prauge ("There's lot of beer there," said Elijah) & of course stuff about Lord of the Rings.

After the interview was over I grabbed my copy of "The Fellowship of the Ring" extended version & walked over. Before I got to him he said, "Ohhp, I see a DVD. I have to sign it." He asked my name & signed it, "Tracy, All The Best Elijah Wood." Just before we got the picture someone handed him a slip of paper saying, "Here's that info on Nirvana you wanted." And he replied with an enthusiastic, "Oh cool! Thanks!" I thanked him for the autograph & the photo, shook hands, he said, "No problem."

Then he was on his way, seems I was the last to get an autograph, but then again most people caught him before the interview.

P.S. Everyone I talk to about him seems to want to know his heighth. Well I'm 5'11" & he seems about an inch shorter, so there you go.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

PAX '05 aka Gamer Geek Heaven

Well I survived the weekend of August 26-28.

A week prior to PAX (Penny Arcade Expo) my car died, this ment that I would be bussing to & from the expo. Not my idea of fun. Luckily I was able to find someone who lived in Bellevue to let me crash at their place for the whole expo. Which ment 2 bus rides, much better.

Packed up 3 days of clothes, my medicine, shower stuff, charged up my Nomad Jukebox Zen Xtra & PSP and I was off. Bus ride wasn't too bad, the Sound Transit busses are a lot nicer than the Metro Transit busses.

I got there about 2 hours before it opened. The line outside for attendees was pretty decent in size. Checked in & got my sweet "Enforcer" shirt & black "Staff" badge, & rode the escalator up to the 4th floor. At the top of the escalator they had the Bawls booth, great placement since everyone has to pass by it to get to any of the tournement areas. Wandering down the walkway I passed a DDR machine, the BYOC (Bring Your Own Computer) room, the computer LAN tourney room onto the Table-Top rooms where I would be working most of the weekend.

I got meet a lot of cool people, Rae, Paul, Christian, & many more who's names I can't recall right now. It was great to see thousands of people just enjoying gaming in all it's aspects, table-top, computer, console, etc.

The first game I played was the new 3rd edtion rules Dungeons & Dragons. I haven't played D&D since 1st edtion rules, in fact 2nd editon was out the last time I played. While it's changed slightly it's still basicly the same game. We fought a small horde of Orcs & won. Horray! And there was much rejoicing. :) Shortly there after I played Super Munchkin. It's a card game from Steve Jackson Games. Very fun to play. Basicly the Munchkin series of games is way of playing various genres of role-playing games quickly with a lot of fun & a bit of humor.

Interstingly enough the whole time I was there I never wandered into the computer or console free play areas, and that was part of the reason I went. Goes to show the power of all things gaming I guess.

Friday was kinda short, but fun none the less. Saturday was the first day though of the dealers/sponsers room, where a good bunch of game manufactures & whatnot set up. Nintendo & Sony both had booths, but Microsoft surprisingly really didn't. Kinda weird for having a gaming expo in your own back yard. The only thing Microsoft had set up was a booth for their playtesting department to sign people up. I did check in with them & talked with Kristin. She asked if I wanted to sign up, I told her that I had already quite awhile ago. She asked when was the last time I was in, I told her over a year ago. She then set me up to come in on Monday after PAX was over. (Shhhh don't tell anyone but I got to playtest Project Gotham Racing 3 on the Xbox 360....very cool, making me think about getting one sooner now.)

Nintendo brought out the big guns they had a playable version of "Legend of Zelda; The Twilight Princess" and had brought the most game stations to play all of their new games for all of their systems. Sony, while they had a booth it was kinda sparse. They had three game demos up, Ratchet Deadlocked, Sly 3, & Jak X. Which they were giving out demos for also.

Other booths included the Army with their new "America's Army Special Forces" game, NCsoft with most of their MMORPG's (City of Hero's, Guild Wars, etc), Brady Games gave away a ton of books, Sierra had "Fear" & "The Incredible Hulk" playable demos up & were giving away demos, Nvidia in special drawings gave away their top of the line video cards (retail around $500), Sabertooth Games showed their new card games, one based on Penny Arcade & one based on Warhamer 40,000, Turbine Software had a demo of Dungeons & Dragons Online and were giving away Beta Test keys for it and so many more. The guys from "Red vs. Blue" had a booth, Gameskins sold t-shirts & there was a Pocky booth selling mutiple flavors of Pocky & lots of anime related stuff like figures, soundtracks, etc.

I missed the Omeganaughts competitons, but they had the grand prize on display. Every NES game & accessory ever made & an Alienware Star Wars edition computer. SWEEEEEET.

I missed the concerts they had because of my shift, but I heard that MC Frontalot, MC Chris & The Mini-Bosses all kicked ass.

In the end it was one of the greatest weekend I've had in a while & will gladly volunteer again for it.

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Don't Get On Snoop Dogg's Stage.

This is a bit of a long one.

So I decided to work the concert season at White River Amphitheater on the weekends for fun & for a couple extra bucks. The first show of the season is Snoop Dogg.

Now this started out a little weird, I was late getting to the load in. Then while we are putting together a lighting truss I smell something.......something familiar.......something from my past.......I'm suddenly hungry & I don't know why. I look around & yup the roadies are smoking a joint. Now while I know roadies tend to smoke drink etc. they usually don't during work. Towards the end of setting up the stage a couple of the roadies mention that we're the best crew they've had yet. Seems we are about an hour & half ahead of schedule.

After set-up most of us are cut until tear down & load out. Since it's way early in the afternoon I go home, get something to eat & basically chill till load out.

I arrive early for load out & notice the parking lot is barely half full. Methinks Snoop is not big in the Seattle area. I make my way around to the backstage entrance, check through with the guard, then walk up to the backstage area & check in with ERM (the company I'm working for). I look out through a door to the audience & it's a small crowd, most are in the pit area.

I find out that Snoop is not there yet & that nobody is on stage right now. The Game had already played & nobody's been on stage for about 10-15 minutes. Roughly 30 minutes later Snoop's tour bus shows up. How do I know it's Snoop's? It the only bus with spinners on the wheels. Another 45 minutes pass. I find out that White River has a curfew in place that all shows need to be over at 11:00pm, every minute over is a $1000 fine to the performer. Evidently Snoop has been doing this at his last few shows, showing up late playing his full set & just paying the fines.

Snoop takes the stage finally at 10:30pm. We are told we are on "Snoop Time" & that he is playing his full set & possibly longer. Also we are not allowed to "walk through" and go watch the show in the audience area.

About an hour into the show is when all hell breaks loose.

(The following is culled from the stories of five people I talked to who were able to see the show. One of our guys that snuck up to see the show, 2 of our guys that were working spotlights, & from 2 of the roadies.)

Some guy decides he's going to get on stage & hang with Snoop. Now this guy is not small, were talking defensive lineman big. He somehow managed to get past not only house security, but Snoop's own security. As soon as the guy made it to the stage he was grabbed up by 3 guys. Snoop comes over & busts his glass of Hennessey (he had a few bottles on stage) over the guy's head. Then 20 guys (Snoop's security/crew) came out of nowhere & gave this guy the beating of his life. House security & medics eventually brought the guy back stage. Dude was bloody all over & for some reason his pants were ripped to shreds. He was able to walk by himself. They got an ambulance back there & took him away.

We were told that we are not to go anywhere, stay right in out little waiting area. That things were very tense in the main backstage area (understatement) & that the cops had to go over the "crime scene" & that they had to get a haz-mat team in to clean up all the blood. If we need to go to the bath room we were use the buddy system & let one of our supervisors know we were going. When we were finally able to go in & start tear down were all given rubber latex gloves for our protection.

When I finally got on the stage......Wow. They had cleaned up the blood, but it does leave that tell-tale stain. It was about a 6-8 foot around stain & when we moved some equipment we found more. Unfortunately it was also right were some of the cables I was gathering up went right through, so they had to get the haz-mat clean-up team back in there.

The lighting roadie I was working with stated he's never work a rap tour ever again. This poor guy was right there for the whole thing. He had gotten splattered with the blood, had to be questioned by the cops & then scrubbed down by the haz-mat/medic team.

At the end of the night when we signed out there was no free swag, but someone did find a box of CD singles that they were giving out at the show. It was of a new rapper Snoop discovered called "Oowee." One of the crew told me earlier that the crew had nicknamed him Mini-Me because he would dress like Snoop & do all of Snoop's move right along with Snoop, but was shorter than Snoop.

So that was my fun last night.

Saturday, March 26, 2005

I'll Sleep When I'm Dead

Damn, been a while since I posted.

Well I'm slowly getting used to my shift at work. I'm on the 3am - 11am shift. During my unemployed/freelance/part-time year+ I had gotten used to the wake up/got to sleep when I want routine. Now I got to bed when it's still light out & wake up when it's dark out. When I first started the shift I had a large coffee/energy drink intake, but now that is subsiding. I'm down to one of each & I try to drink nothing with caffine after work. I'm still loving the job & still ask myself often why I hadn't gone in this direction originally after school. It's fun, keeps me on my toes & is different every day. Though I'm becoming more & more of a news junkie everyday with it. Ah well.

Starting to kind of exercise now. I've known I've been out of shape for a while now & have been really wanting to do something about it for the last couple of years. Sot the other day I went for a long walk from my house, on 91st ave, to 85th ave & back. That may not sound like much but it is a bit of a distance. I figured I would slowly build myself up to a point where I'm finally using those pieces of exercise equipment I have.

Well I turned 38 on the 24th....or is it 24 on the 38th? (is the mind that goes first?.......what was I talking about?). I got a gift certificate, a CD & a video game from my roommates. Got a card & $10 from my Grandma, I haven't gotten together with the rest of my family yet, hopefully soon. As much as I tell myself I need to spend more time with family I seem to spend less. Is it just me or the nature of this fast paced world?

Well I think I've blabbed enough of my slightly boring life. Maybe I'll be more exciting next time. ;-)

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Back to Life, SWEET!!!!!!

OK so I think it's time to stop whineing about my life & living again. Especially since the root of all my problems is gone.

I'M FULL-TIME EMPLOYED!!!!!!!!

It's strange what will make you feel better. The last couple months I went through what I can best describe as a mini-depression. But with the full-time job again I feel like a weight has been lifted & I can face life & it's challenges again.

Now that life is good again I can start talking about other things again, but I'll start doing that later. Right now I got Katrina & the Waves blasting in my head with this news.

Now I'm walking on sunshine, whoa oh
Now I'm walking on sunshine, whoa oh
Now I'm walking on sunshine, whoa oh
And don't it feel good, hey, all right now
And don't it feel good